Rowan Shannigan
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Rowan Shannigan has always harbored a deep fascination for
the paranormal. She believes in Ghosts! She believes Angels
watch over us. She knows Demons stalk us and she really wishes
Elves were around to be yummy and heroic when we need them for
inspiration!
Rowan lives in Texas with her son and her very own Soul
Mate. Her house is filled to the brim with love and laughter,
not to mention a few ghosts here and there. Oh, and more than
just a few cats! You can’t forget the cats!
Awareness is Rowan’s first Young Adult novel, with two more
books planned out for this, the Awakening Awareness series. She also writes
Romance for adults under the pen name of Shiloh Darke.
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Waking in the hospital after a car accident nearly
claims her life is a serious jolt to Rebecca, a
sixteen-year-old with a promising future. Learning she had
been there for over a week is pretty nerve-wracking as well.
But that isn’t what really bothers her. No, what is really
bothering her is her newfound ability to see shadows no one
else around her can see, and to hear voices no one else can
hear. Then, the ghost of a little boy materializes in the
middle of her room, walks right up to her and starts
talking. TO HER! In front of her mother, no less.
Now she has to re-learn everything she once believed to be
true about the world she lives in, and what is real in that
world is becoming a pretty daunting task to face. Because
ghosts she can see and hear are not the only ones popping
out of the woodwork; let’s just say . . . Elves and Angels,
demons and Faeries, oh my! And would someone please just
answer this one question: What’s a girl supposed to do for a
good night’s sleep?
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“When He, the Spirit of
truth, has come, He will guide you into all truth;”
John 16:31
One—Voices
Voices . . . the first thing I remembered hearing when I woke up
in the hospital that morning. I was confused and disoriented. My
mother sat perched near me with a worried expression on her
face, but all I could do was take everything in.
I was lying in a bed with tubes connected to me. Shadows danced
along the pristine walls, but had no apparent point of origin.
Who did the shadows belong to?
Voices; hundreds of voices whispered all around me, but I saw no
physical body for any of them. My heart sped up as I looked
around, trying to make sense of it all. Surely I was going
crazy. I had no other explanation for it, though.
My inner musings were interrupted when the doctor entered and
greeted me with a smile. “Well, look at you! All bright-eyed and
bushy-tailed.”
I glanced from the doctor to my mother and back again. “What’s
going on?” I asked in a voice that was hoarse from disuse. “Why
am I here?”
Mother leaned forward and took my hand. “Baby, you were in a car
accident. You’ve been unconscious for six days.” Tears welled in
her eyes. “I’ve been so worried.”
Swallowing the lump that had formed in my throat, I whispered.
“Is everyone else okay?”
Squeezing my hand, Mom nodded. “You were the only one who had to
be admitted. Everyone else went home that first day.”
“Thank God,” I responded, closing my eyes. When I opened them, a
woman was standing just to the left of my mother, looking down
at me with a curious expression.
Then, just as fast as she had appeared, she vanished. I blinked
and reached up to rub my eyes, trying to clear them of the days
of crusty sleep that had built up in the corners. Surely I was
seeing things. How bad were my injuries? Did I have a
concussion?
“So, what’s wrong with me? When do I get to go home?” I asked
quietly.
The doctor smiled. “Well, I’m keeping you for a little longer,
just to make sure your head injury is truly on the mend. But I
think we can probably let you go home in time for the weekend.”
When he spoke, a shadow raced past him, drawing my attention as
it stopped just as abruptly and turned toward me. As I watched,
it moved closer and a face took shape.
The boy looked me over intently before offering me a lopsided
grin. “Don’t tell him you see me, or they’ll transfer you to the
State Hospital, just as sure as I’m floating around.”
He glanced over toward my mom and the doctor, adding, “They’re
watching. You need to tell them your head’s hurting and ask them
to turn down the lights.” Glancing back at me, he clicked his
tongue. “Trust me. Do it now!”
Without even thinking, I turned and covered my eyes with my
hands. “I’m sorry. The lights hurt my eyes. Can we turn them
off?”
The doctor nodded. “Of course; you have a couple of hours until
lunch. Why don’t you try to get some more sleep?” Turning to my
mother, he smiled. “She seems to be in the clear now. I’ll be
back to check on her later.”
She offered him tears of gratitude, and I watched, feeling
pretty overwhelmed. I wondered silently how close I had actually
been to dying.
“Oh, you were close,” the boy said. “They’ve been in and out of
here for days.”
I looked back at the boy, who had now materialized completely to
stand beside me. He couldn’t have been any older than twelve,
but he seemed very with it. Glancing over, I saw my mother was
standing at the door, talking to the doctor still, so I could
respond without worry of being overheard.
Looking back at the boy, I asked quietly, “They? Who are they?”
He looked from me to my mother, then back at me. “Okay, two
rules. One: you don’t talk to me. I can hear your thoughts. You
don’t want just anyone seeing you talking to things they can’t
see. They’ll think you’re crazy.” He smiled. “And second: don’t
ask questions you aren’t prepared to hear the answers for.”
He chuckled. “I’ll come back tonight after your mom goes home.
It’ll be easier for you to understand me and not freak her out
by talking to imaginary friends she probably can’t believe in.”
He smiled and reached to touch my arm, but stopped, holding his
hand just inches from my skin.
Fascinated, I watched as the hair on my arm directly below his
hand stood straight up. A chill ran through me, making me
shiver. I could feel him. But I knew he had no physical body.
He stepped back. “Just don’t freak out at what you see today.
The things you see here in the daylight won’t hurt you. I’ll
explain when I come back tonight.”
With those few wise words, he vanished, exactly like the woman
who’d been standing beside Mom earlier had. To say I was shaken
would have been an understatement. This went beyond anything I’d
ever imagined possible.
“Well, baby girl, it looks like you’ll be going home soon,” Mom
said as she moved back to take the seat beside my bed. “That’s
wonderful.”
I turned to smile at her. “Yeah,” I answered. “That’s good.” And
it was. I just wasn’t sure this other thing was good. But how
could I tell her about that? I mean, I was seeing ghosts. Wasn’t
I? How was that even possible?
Or maybe I had just hit my head so hard this was all still a
hallucination and I only thought I was awake! Yeah. That sounded
like the better option. It was a heck of a lot easier to believe
than the version of ghosts, disembodied voices, and shadows
dancing all over the walls. I mean, move over, space cadet . . .
Psycho in ward three!
Okay, so ghosts were real. All right, I could buy that. I mean,
it was actually pretty cool . . . on a really weird, spooky,
don’t-tell-anyone kind of way. But they didn’t need to talk to
me. I mean, no way was I going to continue seeing them. I could
refuse. Couldn’t I?
I was soon to learn just how impossible it would be to ignore
the spirits that float around us every single day of our lives.
I was also about to learn the plans I had been making for my
life were no longer an option.
Two—Ghosts and Angels
Later that night, my mother kissed me goodbye and promised to be
back early in the morning. I had to clasp my hands together to
keep from grabbing her and begging her not to leave me. I didn’t
want to be alone. But I was too old to act like a baby.
It was just all too crazy. I wasn’t prepared to handle it with
people all around me during the daylight. How the hell was I
supposed to handle it at night with no one—no one alive, that
is—here?
Biting my tongue, I waved goodbye as she walked out the door.
Then, I counted. One-one-thousand, two-one thousand, three . . .
nothing. Maybe I had only been hallucinating. Nope, I had quit
counting too soon.
“Hi there! Miss me?” His voice almost made me jump completely
out of the bed.
Gasping, I turned to look at the boy I had seen earlier, now
perched precariously at the foot of the mattress. “Don’t do
that!” I growled. “You scared my heart half out of my chest!”
He tilted his head, considering my words and looking at the
vicinity around my heart. “Still looks like it’s beating in
place to me.”
I fought the urge to throw my pillow at him. Instead, I tried
the calm, I-don’t-believe-in-you approach. “You are figment of
my imagination. I am going to sleep now and you . . .” I
grumbled, pointing at him, “. . . are going to go invade someone
else’s nightmares.”
He actually looked insulted. “Hey!” he pointed back, “I’m here
to give you a quick lesson. You had better be nice, because I’m
not going to help you at all if you’re gonna act like that!”
I groaned, shaking my head. “You are not real! I hit my head and
I am just hallucinating!” I pointed, wagging my finger at him.
“I don’t need a lesson. I need to get some sleep so tomorrow
they’ll decide they can let me go home.” I rolled my eyes.
“You’re younger than me anyway. What could you possibly teach
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