Snjezana Marinkovic
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For sixteen years of my life Yugoslavia was my country,
Serbo-Croatian was my language, and my name Snjezana, meaning
Snow-White, was commonly Yugoslavian. Then everything changed.
Territory was divided, cities were renamed, people ethnically
labeled, and many of “Snow-White’s dwarfs” took guns and became
soldiers. Conflicts and violence spread as deadly disease and
Yugoslavia became a war-devastated country. But, I was among
people who got the opportunity to survive, to find their
refuge, and to tell their stories.
My writing was published in numerous European publications
including magazines San, Ty& Ja, Pribechy Lasky, Lasky Do
Kabelky, and Divka. In 1996, I received Frintiskove Lazne Prize
for Literature. My stories and poems were read on Radio
Sarajevo in Yugoslavia, Radio Brno, Radio Plzen, and RCT 1
television program in the Czech Republic, and Literary Event of
Brookhaven College in Farmers Branch, Texas.
Currently, I focus on conveying a message of peace, I write,
and I enjoy my life, without the dwarfs and without a fairy
tale.
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When first barricades and first gun shots occurred in the
capitol of Bosnia and Herzegovina, Sarajevo, I was seventeen
years old. It was the year 1992, and one of the worst mass
killings in the history of mankind began. At that time, my
family, my friends, my neighbors, and I were still unaware
that we will lose all privileges related to peace. People of
this country, which was called Yugoslavia, proudly holding
the title of the biggest and the wealthiest Balkan country,
started losing their freedom, their homes and their lives.
I, as any other teen, knew about war only from movies and
video games until my first encounter with those whose
intention was not to act or play but to overpower, destroy
and kill.
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The gunpowder flows through the air
There are friends sitting on a tank
And there are too few moments to realize
They are targeting someone they know,
Someone who will this last time
Try to wave, try to smile
I run, but in my heart I want to stay
Because this is still Home
The blood covers our street and I am afraid
To look around, I am ashamed to hope that
A bird was hit while she flew
Toward her nest to feed her young ones,
But all I can see is Sarajevo helpless, alone,
No matter how far I would go
I’ll remember this is my home
Sarajevo, March 1992
Foreword
Sarajevo came into existence in Balkan in 1506, resembling a
magnificent pearl awaiting discovery of its timeless resilience,
inner calm, and opulent beauty; even so, almost five centuries
later, the city known as "castle field" emerged matured and
perfectly off-balance, but steadfast, through the many
tumultuous attacks. Despite everything, Sarajevo is, and will
continue to thrive.
Built in a blended delight of Serbian-Byzantine, Islamic,
Medieval, Baroque, Gothic and Renaissance styles, Sarajevo was
often depicted as a brilliant snowflake caressing the sky during
wintertime.
The Illyrians were the first inhabitants of this area, followed
by four cultures from the east: Hellenism in the prehistoric
period, Mithraism in the late Classical age, the Byzantine
culture in the fourth century, and the Turkish Islamic culture
in the fifteen century.
At the beginning of the Middle Ages in the seventh century came
the Slavic people. In 1991, Slavs would become traitors to their
homeland and to each other. They began to rage simultaneously,
to conquer systematically, and to clean their country
ethnically. The land, peace, and unity were in their hands, but
they threw all of them away, abolished fairness and logic, and
embraced war and suffering. And even if suffering usually does
much to bring people together and coax out the humanity in them,
in Yugoslavia, it did the opposite. For these Slavs, in 1994,
Mozart’s “Requiem” was performed in Sarajevo to honor those who
lost their lives in the Bloody Crush. Now, in the twenty-first
century, Slavs still have many damaged buildings and towers as a
memorial to their civil war. Many of them will remember their
tragedies and will grieve during the worst and the best moments
in their lives.
Sarajevo is situated in the valley of the River Miljacka and
surrounded by mountains Jahorina, Trebevic, Treskavica, Igman,
and Bjelasnica. Through the crossroads that run along the
valleys of the rivers Bosnia and Neretva, Sarajevo connects
northern Europe with the Mediterranean Sea and the customs of
the Mediterranean people. The city is located at a cultural
intersection between Eastern and Western Europe and has always
been a geographic, political, and ethnic focal point. The
beginning of World War I, the XIV Winter Olympic Games, and the
center of “Ethnic Cleansing” after the fall of Yugoslavia all
happened in Sarajevo.
The city also heralds the rituals of many different religions.
Every day at 2:00 a.m. the clock strikes on the Catholic
Cathedral in Sarajevo. Approximately two minutes later, the
Serbian Eastern Orthodox Church announces itself. The Muezzin
from Sahat Tower of Beg’s Mosque follows with his call of the
Allahu Akbar. Amidst all of this, the Jewish Synagogue stands
unmoved, facing east toward Jerusalem. Yugoslavia left Sarajevo
behind to prove that ethnic differences can and will keep people
together, and Sarajevo has succeeded by integrating all
religions into its culture. Sarajevo is a city where wars may
begin, but love always triumphs as the victor.
There are twenty-four cities from different world countries that
share a brotherhood with Sarajevo including Coventry, Great
Britain from 1957; Magdeburg, Germany from 1972; Napoli, Italy
from 1994; Ankara, Turkey from 1994; Budapest, Hungary from
1995; Serre-Chevalier, France from 1995; Barcelona, Spain from
1996; Stockholm, Sweden from 1997; Kuwait, Kuwait from 1998; and
Dayton, Ohio from 1999. As for the other parts of the world,
they will always be, as during the 1984 Olympic Games, welcome
in Sarajevo.
“Let’s stop all wars” was the first idea that came to my mind
when I started writing this book. But when I lifted my head from
my writing and looked around at our society, where the balance
between emotionalism and indifferentism is often lost, I
realized that in the beginning it is sometimes better to take
baby steps instead of galloping. So, I started imagining a
multitude of people holding hands while walking down a long
road, each person having a belief that one day the world will be
a better place, a place where all people can feel at home.
Can you imagine if all 6,445,588,021 people of this world would
think about peace together for just one moment? I can. And I can
smile with all my heart while trying to picture the world taking
a break from war. I can be happy even for that moment when in
the spotlight will be a beautiful princess called peace, even
though I would know that somewhere in the back wings will be a
battalion called war, impatiently waiting to take her innocence
away.
In the beginning of his book, Despite All Crappers, Jan Urban
wrote: “I don’t know why you want to read this, I know but I’m
worried how you’re going to read it.” And I am not sure how you
are going to interpret this reaction to war. I don’t know the
filters through which you are watching people like me. I don’t
know how many more living beings I will encounter and hear
saying, “War is now in the past for your country. It is no
longer covered by headline news.” I don’t know how many more
people will not consider a war as being a war unless it is a
fight for oil. Who among them will be interested in what someone
born in Sarajevo has to say? Probably very few, if any at all.
But how many of these people know that there are thousands of
landmines in Sarajevo that are still taking lives and won’t stop
for many generations? How many know there are numerous post-war
radiation-related diseases that will keep destroying people’s
lives?
Today, in Sarajevo many people are living and dying in poverty
and many war orphans have eyes filled with tears and hearts
filled with memories of the families that are gone. How many
know that to understand Sarajevo as a city and Sarajevans as a
people, one should just look around and listen? We are not just
history; we are not invisible, unmoving, or silent; we still
exist and we still struggle to reconstruct our lives.
One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten,
eleven, twelve, thirteen . . . Getting tired of counting?
Imagine, if you can, counting all the way to 1,620 and seeing
dead children’s faces in place of these numbers. These children
could have been the next Nikola Tesla, Ivo Andric, Ivan
Mestrovic or Agnes Gonxha Bojaxhiu (Mother Teresa). They could
have been the future of Sarajevo, the future of Yugoslavia; but
instead, they are just names on tombstones, statistics of wars
that never should have existed. Today, war is still the most
common response to many conflicts; but war is not the answer to
the world’s problems, and it never will be.
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